Life Turned Upside Down

My name is Alexandra. I'm 21 years old and I created this blog to have a place to find things I am interested in, vent, and maybe give people something to relate to.


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“I love people. Everybody. I love them, I think, as a stamp collector loves his collection. Every story, every incident, every bit of conversation is raw material for me. My love’s not impersonal yet not wholly subjective either. I would like to be everyone, a cripple, a dying man, a whore, and then come back to write about my thoughts, my emotions, as that person. But I am not omniscient. I have to live my life, and it is the only one I’ll ever have. And you cannot regard your own life with objective curiosity all the time…”

—   Sylvia Plath {The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath} (via h-o-r-n-g-r-y)


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How… 7/28/2014

 When someone betrays your trust how do you forgive them? I mean honestly… you work so hard to create a bond with someone that once it’s broken can you honestly go back? I feel like a part of me can forgive and then this growing gnawing pain sets in and I feel like I can’t breathe anymore. It’s so strange to know that HE betrayed my trust and I am the one sitting here blaming myself even though as I do blame myself I know it wasn’t/isn’t me. Some people are just the way they are… It doesn’t make the hole in my heart go away and it doesn’t take away the feeling of being donkey kicked in the stomach… I try so hard. I know I am my own worst enemy right now though. I keep blaming myself… Maybe if I was prettier, nicer, quieter, maybe if I changed something this wouldn’t be happening to me. It’s like even my worst enemy couldn’t hurt me right now because I’m doing it all by myself. How pathetic of me. I want to forgive him, but I honestly don’t know how to right now. I don’t even know how to trust him anymore. I know a lot of people can relate to that… You look at the person you love so much and couldn’t imagine life without them, but you keep looking at them and now you get conflicted because you don’t know how to be with them anymore either… It’s a constant battle. You sit there and ask yourself if the trust can ever come back or will you always look at this person with doubt and sadness… I don’t know. Guess I’ll find out.

“I have lost too much time
trying to remember you
when I should have
channeled all this energy
on recalling who I was
before you. I existed then,
I exist now, and I shall
continue to exist long
after you have tainted
everything I have ever
known about love and loss.”

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